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The beginning of 1995 brought rain and fighting. But I also received the best Lemmy Birthday present ever.

Another New Year’s Eve had gone by that I had not spent with Lemmy, and I was mad. I again started the New Year sick and hung-over.

Lemmy called on the 2^nd and wanted to see me.

We were set to get together on the 5^th but because of the rain and flooding I could not get a cab. Lemmy was upset and just could not see my side of the situation.

He thought I was just lying to him, that I had changed my mind about coming to visit him. But I had packed my things and sat and waited for a cab for over four hours. And he was mad at me.

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This was a time of change for both Lemmy and I and for Motorhead.  Lemmy finally gets me to himself and was thrilled to be the only man in my life. And Motorhead was about to go through a huge transition.

Finally, Lemmy could call me and know that I would be available at any time. No competition. The maintenance man was gone.

When I moved to Burbank a few months later, I did it quietly and undercover. I informed my landlord to not give out my new address. I did not want this guy in my life ever again.

Burbank was much closer to Lemmy’s place, so it was much more convenient for me to drop in. This was both good and in Lemmy’s mind a bit tricky as even though the extra guy in my life was gone, Lemmy still had extra “company”.

No more taxi rides. I now had a new pickup truck so could drop in to visit at any time. And living right over the hill – within minutes – these were nervous times for Lemmy.

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Stormy weather ahead!

Lemmy was always right! When he said “Be careful with the Maintenance Man” … He was right…When he said, “Be careful at those Mansion parties” and around some of my Hollywood friends. He was always right!

1994 proved to be a stormy time in my relationship with Lemmy and my time at the beach was becoming increasingly dangerous.

I assumed that Lemmy was a bit jealous of the time I spent with other men. He hated when he called, and I had other plans. I guessed that he was advising me on a more selfish level. Trying to get me to stop seeing the Maintenance Man by making him seem dangerous.

If the other guy was gone…. We could go back to having me at his beck and call. But I was wrong!

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The year 1994 was a year of big adjustments for both Lemmy and me. We had been “dating” for a year and with time invested comes expectations. And I ALMOST got to see Motorhead Live again. Almost!

January 1 began with an extreme hangover and me unreasonably mad at Lemmy. How could he not want to bring in the New Year with me? I was the new woman in his life, didn’t he know the rule; that what you do on New Year’s Eve sets the tone for the rest of the year. If we spent the night apart, we would suffer the rest of the year apart in one way or another.

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Journal Entry 08/21/1993: Moved to Los Angeles

I packed everything I owned into my 1987 Chevy celebrity on August 21^st ,1993 and set out to drive to California alone. Soon I would be naked sitting on Lemmy’s couch with cocktail in hand chain smoking.

My Dad gave me a $50.00 bill and said, “I’ll see you in a week”. Ha, no chance. I was moving as far away as I could get without driving into the ocean.

Good-Bye Cambridge, Ohio….. Good-Bye cold sub-zero winters….. and Good-Bye hillbillies who don’t have a cultural bone in their body – Hello, Beaches and sushi and the life of a rock stars girlfriend.

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A couple of weeks after my first visit to Los Angeles I boarded a plane and flew back to paradise – Back to Hollywood and sunshine. Days filled with bourbon, blowjobs and pool lounge chairs.

February 11, 1993, I arrived back in LA. When I got off the plane, Lemmy was waiting for me right at the gate. It was evident from the big smile on his face that he was as excited to see me as I was of seeing him.

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When people discover that I was in a long-term relationship with Lemmy they always ask “What is it like to be on a date with Lemmy?”

On our first date I took a taxi from Jays in Pasadena to Lemmy’s apartment in West Hollywood. Amazing that Lemmy did not even flinch while paying my $60.00 fare for a one-way cab ride.

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